apwnmxtannis - Dying To Move

Album - The Axis of Self Artist - apwnm x tannis Reaching the tunnel the one to rewind it all and the one to move you forward too Time moves along with my body It’s hard to really know how deep and lengthy it will be going backwards I start crawling It’s so narrow my body barely fits To move forward I dig with all of my hands It’s not dirt my nails are clawing at It’s uncomfortable bones and saturated flesh It’s grounded to one and the same A mash, a paste, a mince How much of it is me and my dissolving outlines? Moving through this sinuous labyrinth No alternative routes Disintegrating during the course If there ever was a mind, it’s gone Body completely embraced Movements are even more ambiguous now Enclosed in the throat of time Fluid increases as I go Venom breaking down the volume of my torso Excess fat and breasts Remaking my anatomy Body or walls surrounding it All the same Does time still exist? Do I, without the parts of me? Shoulders and hips Does time exist without me? All the same All the same Exhilaration replaces the chunks I’m missing In the end, the spine remains --------- apwnm x tannis : A mechanical puncture in space where Noise awakens and Words are spoken. Searching for existence, findings to be announced. Berlin based collaboration (IT/SWE).