Benny9 - BEFORE I DIE(Official Audio) #2023 #beforeidie #Before I Die #Before I die #Before #death
Benny9 - BEFORE I DIE(Official Audio) #2023 #beforeidie #Before I Die #Before I die #Before #death #addiction #alcoholic #recovery #suicideprevention
Edited by:
Benjamin Ayala
contact me at: bayalamusic@
Lyrics:
life what can nature and man make of it there’s much work to do for such a troubled one
lots of things come and go if I was to die next week I wouldn’t try to weep
I wouldn’t have hatred inside of me
I will pray God you are my defender and protector you are my God I pray you forgive everybody sins before I die I surrender
Hook:
Before I die I’m getting to the root of why I’m living like I’m trying to suicide
I really shouldn’t suicide no I ain’t gonna suicide
before I die I’m getting to the root of why I’m living like I’m trying to suicide
I really shouldn’t suicide no I ain’t about to suicide
Before I die no more living like I’m trying to suicide
No more drinking no more lines no more smoking no more pipes
No more time behind a crime couldn’t do right by my family side
Forgive me Mama I’m just trying to give you peace of mind
All that precious time lost behind them drunken times
Your voice will always be like chimes my prayers like rhymes
No more living like I don’t give a uh no kicking up dust
Resilience robust the necessary adjusts
My experiences at the hidden hands and hidden plans change
Was once deranged but now on a different plane
before I die want to prove to my kids how much they mean to me
Baby mamas I understand why you haven’t forgiven me
To my Bros extend the love that is brotherly
Although I shouldn’t dwell on the past still it bothers me
Oh God I pray that you forgive me for living stubbornly
Straightforwardly I pray that you change all this suddenly wonderfully blessing me
Hook
Before I die I would be redeemed debt free set free
Product of my pedigree no hate all love endlessly
Living out God’s will for me orchestrating my own destiny
No more living dreadfully lustfully and desperately
No more felonies no penalties no enemies
Preferably good tendencies pleasantly leaving a legacy
No lies no gimmicks and if the sky is the limit
Then I’ll fly up in it remaining optimistic in the spirit
The pendulum swings on it’s pivot the world is vivid
The shift of perception equilibrium then positions
Before I die make the audition I’m the addition
Lyrical cognition petition brings about my remission
Before I die wishes and visions come true
my spirit glistens in lieu
of a prison in my head due to
Low self-esteem insecurity anxiety and depression
God remove these transgressions and alcoholic obsessions
Hook
Before I Die No Suicide
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