Delilah Bon - Finally See Me (Official Music Video)

’Finally See Me’ written and produced by Delilah Bon Lyrics by Delilah Bon Video filmed by Tom (tomidsch) , Directed by Ruena (itsruena) & Edited by Delilah Bon Links to Music : Links to Merch: Lyrics: I came back from school today Looking around see everything’s changed Nobody gonna be mistaking my name I knew one day they would finally see me Came home from school today Looking around I’m the brand new me I just wanna make it on the wall someday I knew one day they would finally see me Travel ‘round in packs School bullies wanna watch their fucking back Never think that a girl could be so mad? Mix that with the years I don’t react To the shit that you pulled when I was young The best weapon is behind my microphone But part of me just wants to take the whole control Part of me just wants to fucking show you all Part of me just wants to scream until you finally look And bash your brains into your stupid little science book Cos I feel like the frog you’re dissecting I’m dead yet I’m never interesting And everybody wants to walk on like they don’t see The sad girl sat alone couldn’t find a seat One day they’re gonna say they never saw me Or suspected my suicidal tendencies Cos I’m the kid that never went to school Ate dinner by the shit in the loo Went home and I cried in my room My momma never knew what to do I beg her to take me away Home school wasn’t possible for me I’m gonna make them see me one day I’m gonna make em’ know my name I came back from school today Looking around see everything’s changed Nobody gonna be mistaking my name I knew one day they would finally see me Came home from school today Looking around I’m the brand new me I just wanna make it on the wall someday I knew one day they would finally see me Shout! When you wanna scream but you’re holding back Now! Now’s the time that maybe you should react? But you’re sat still taking the bullshit And you wonder why it carries on like this? So live you life like a video game You wouldn’t really just sit there enduring the pain Cos when your character dies you won’t respawn again So you just get off the floor and let me take your hand and we can (just go) anywhere you really wanna fuck school, popularity, no drama fuck grades for a job that you never wanted doesn’t work out? We can go wild and never bother Yes mother I do care but I really don’t All the kids going out just to get stoned But I sit in my room until I grow old Making music ‘til I wanna fucking explode Explode? I figured out the code A ticking time bomb ticking in my real sad soul I’m a sad kid looking for a place to go Hide away that’s all, I feel so alone A place to go? I don’t wanna live like this Feel like shit? Tell me is this what I get? If you’re picking on a kid when there’s nothing left then You’re gonna regret when the bad shit happens I came back from school today Looking around see everything’s changed Nobody gonna be mistaking my name I knew one day they would finally see me Came home from school today Looking around I’m the brand new me I just wanna make it on the wall someday I knew one day they would finally see me Everybody gonna see me Gonna see me celebrated Got my picture on the wall and it looks just how I wanted All the kids that were hated All the kids that were different Everybody’s gathered round and they’re asking why I did it Why I did it, why I did it, did I do it at all? Why I did it, why I did it, did I do it at all? ‘Cos everybody they’re looking they’ve never saw me before I’ve got this power inside me that I need to control I got a demon inside me that I cannot control I got a demon inside me that I cannot control I got a demon inside me that I cannot control I got a demon inside me that I cannot control I got a demon inside me that I cannot control I got a demon inside me that I cannot That I cannot control (one day they will finally see me) Don’t kill it