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Lyrics:
I got used to tears on my shirt sleeves
Panic attacks getting groceries
Deep breaths and incense and heartbeats
the simplest of things could break me
I got used to rationalizing
The trauma with fake silver linings
& living felt more like surviving
I never thought that I’d stop crying
Ooh, I’m finally healing my
wounds, spent so long broken in
Two, trying to glue back the pieces
I don’t know what peace is or
Who I am
When the chaos goes away
Why do I kinda wish it stayed
I spent a year trying to make it out
And I don’t know how to function now
when the chaos goes away
Why am I still not ok
I can’t even sleep through the whole night
or go by myself on a long drive
Will I be like this my whole life
Already paid my price
Maybe I spent so long outrunning my past
That I still can’t help looking back
Will I always be waiting
For my whole world to cave in?
Ooh, took so much time getting
Used to everything breaking in
Two, trying to glue back the pieces
I don’t know what peace is or
Who I am
When the chaos goes away
Why do I kinda wish it stayed
I spent a year trying to make it out
And I don’t know how to function now
when the chaos goes away
Why am I still not ok
Fighting the pain
Gave me a purpose
I pulled my demons
up to the surface
I made a home in
all the discomfort
I found myself
In all the dysfunction
I got so sick of
asking for help but I
still can’t take
care of myself, I got
so used to living through hell
That I feel so lost anywhere else
When the chaos goes away
Why do I kinda wish it stayed
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