To Octavia - Pluto

Written and Performed / To Octavia Produced, Mixed, Mastered / Chris Lalic Drum Engineering / Declan White Directed / Colin Jeffs Edited / Rhianna Jeffs and Ten of Swords LYRICS She looks like heaven in this hell You know I know her oh so well Inside her mind she fights her wars I’m sorry that I can’t be yours With every breath I take, you seem to suffocate We’re counting my mistakes With every word I mind to make I see her heart begin to break With every breath I dare to take, you seem to suffocate I may have been lying to you my dear When I told you that I would always be here I’m still here And I won’t ever let those scars of yours reappear I hope you smile soon again No warning In the morning I didn’t hear you when you called me I didn’t hear you say “f**k“ Why is this happening? You wanted more Then I found you bleeding on the bathroom floor This isn’t you Because of me I left you so incomplete I never imagined you’d end up like this You will know in time that it’s not me you miss I never imagined we’d end up like this I know it’s not me you miss I may have been lying to you my dear When I told you that I would always be here I’m still here And I won’t ever let those scars of yours reappear I may have been lying to you my dear When I told you that I would always be here I’m still here And I won’t ever let those scars of yours reappear With every breath I take, you seem to suffocate We’re counting my mistakes